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I am up early this Saturday morning just reflecting on the fact that I am about to be 32 next Sunday!!! Yes I am grateful that God has breathed life into me every morning. And I love the fact that my relationship with God is increasing every day. I have great friends and the most supportive family ever! I am the proud parent of an amazing 8 year old, Brice. My accounting career is on track as I plan on becoming a CPA this year. However, SOMETHING'S missing:( And birthday's always come with a bitter-sweet sentiment. Excited to celebrate my wonderful life, but a little melancholy about what I have not done. What's up with that? Self-loathing is not a "B" Beautiful quality I know, but sometimes I can't help it.

So what do I do when I get like this. Give God praise for what he is doing that has not been revealed to me!!! Because though I can't see it, I know that all thinks are working together for my good. So, even with my little temper tantrum and feeling down about getting older (or whatever it is), I love the fact the God always allows me to have these little temper-tantrums but gently reminds me that HE is charge. And he loves me and I am the apple of HIS eye!

So with that said, I am going to have to get over this little self-loathing. Be thankful for what I have and praise HIM for what's to come!

xoxo
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